once again, I feel regret this regretful, how log it will be tangled on my mind and my heart... I do feel this pain because of my own reckless I do feel this unbeatable painful though there's nobody telling me to not cry, am holding up my tears cause no matter what as a human I'll make the same mistake, with no one can tell when and how I would do this kind of mistake again.. once again I fell sunken in this heavy world please release this pressure from my mind, from my heart, from my shoulders, and from my body It feels like floating on the cloudy nine and good by ~