Fiction

What can I do to heal my self who losed u What can I do do relieve my self from this burning pain What can I do to carry on this life without u Anyone, please tell me what should I do to live in I didnt like the word "Goodby" but that thing came so rush Like the lightning and thunderbolt changing my life Lift all of the planning what i've made Left all the emptiness behind Is this to be continue or no? Let the future answer this! ~19.07 22/07/23

once again, I feel regret this regretful, how log it will be tangled on my mind and my heart... I do feel this pain because of my own reckless I do feel this unbeatable painful though there's nobody telling me to not cry, am holding up my tears cause no matter what as a human I'll make the same mistake, with no one can tell when and how I would do this kind of mistake again.. once again I fell sunken in this heavy world please release this pressure from my mind, from my heart, from my shoulders, and from my body It feels like floating on the cloudy nine and good by ~

Source: https://f1.bcbits.com/img/a3868829364_14.jpg Orchestra By : Alya Azzahra Furqon one day on 25 September the start the orchestra after along time even though the ordinary show but there someone not to be there to hear their orchestra why? 'cause I hate that the fact that you show your private stage to underage person PS: just wanna pour what on my mind ~25sept20~

Into The Deep Sea Lyric By: Alya Azzahra Furqon I keep searching Into the border of the sea Seen the beautiful aurora Makes me blinding Leaf become ice Ice becomes water She is the mood breaker When everyone on the happiness She is alone in at the corner When everyone on the time at the darkness She is alone on that seem brighter I stop climbing to the top Because has already reached the cloud nine Even if am not try to reach out with the step I can place at the top on your mind She is an unpredictable person That makes me write a thing like this An unchained word on the paper prison Am chaining with your witty words ~27"06"2020~

Rendezvous Lyric By: Alya Azzahra Furqon I want to docking with someone I looking Making some plane on the cloud nine The planning plane that we'd use to be Flowing with the heavy rain *** Don't be in pain no matter what Even I hope it was beautiful pain I just want to avoid the pain But it more comes with the heavy rain *** Don't worry be happy like we'd used to be It's enough for me to making love in this long distance This spring breeze always sending our love *** Cause I believe After the rain, the sun will reappear There is life, and After the pain, the joy will still be here There's love ~22'06'20~

The Sparkle Is The Shining Light : Part 1 Created By: Alya Azzahra Furqon I feel like my memories blow away with this spring breeze You have to know cause there are some pieces of memories of you When we were still lingering arms under the snow rain All of the season that we passed  Even when you and me all gone In the eternity life You're still my shining creature And now am stuck, don't know what should I'll write In this new page, I'll pray that you should create a happy life Throw away, even the shadow of me at your life Being there in some dream with you  Even make me more burdensome Thinking are you had some thought like me Makes me crazy Well then the rain is coming with all these tears Finally, there's something can blurring all these pains ~poursuivre~

1 Of My Fav.Bro Ft : some one you've know Don't cursing We're not cursed Person At The End Of The Horns Keep Hitting Don't Cursing Even less Hating We're Looking for Home, Shcool and E nvironment Mr..& Mrs.who always pushes So we're knocked not subdued But We're bowing with respect *** ~copyright served~Original Indonesian Text~ Adi Bagus Setiawan

My Sights Composed By Alya Azzahra Furqon Four light under my sight So bright like story of the myth The pictures on my walls Disappeared by my times My foollest thoughts invite some thoughtfulness Thales said that just an water Anaximander said that just an essence Anaximines said that just an air We're free to argue Is all about how to merge Am stuck at this time How to hugging in this weather ~be chained

The Sparkle Is The Shining Light Lyrics By Alya Azzahra Furqon say hello to my memories in the past though this line am not feeling loneliness being there with you at dinner time with a cup of coffee time passing by without knowing already twelve o'clock we're lingering our arms together  under the shining moon in the bench near the river we've spread our memories like the seeds that always grown ~Continue with mood