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Newbie at English Diary : Part 0



Realty ft Realition

first i dont mind of any thought of what you think ! again!!!
the soul the power of my thoughts mind is roaring deep inside my body inside my whole heart. damn...

they suck into my whole bones, the whole thing thats you said.
in this age, when my body my mind my soul, am really gross of all this... 
sometomes i wanna get out from all of this, i wanna tell you all off in my mind, but if  i said all what in my mind, really i think you dont wanna hear me, even if just once sentence, i thing you gonna kill me inside....hahahahahhahahh (heart pyscho)

listen, at this 20th am still confused between experience and value. my relative always said that she really want me always got high points forever in all subject. no matter what, that should be forever in my life, she said that high points that i reach can makes me succesfully in the future!
yes, i understand thats, and i've try for realizatation what you want, seriously.
but desperately i wanna to know the experience behind the line of that value. hahaha really, funy! (she said, maybe)

am jealousy to my friend who had two perfect point both of them, experience and high value they got perfect point.
and she said that will be better if you get away from those all experince that can be broke your record of your high point. idiots for those who abandon that hig point! she said... 

how much experience that i can tell to my daughter the ?
how much experience that i can use to teach later ?
how much experience that i can remember and reflect  in my old day later ?
how much tears that i can hold rught now till the rest of my life ?

is all of this some kind of bullshit ? lol, i wanna laugh hard, ahahahhaha.
compelitely, this is realy intimidating me, and my mind cause that gonna be some poisson for me. damnn..

i want  to perfect in high point and experience.

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